stupid truth

i've just realise...

just as you are about to believe someone
he breaks your heart
unknowingly, meaninglessly, not on purpose.
cries silently.

they were lies that decieve you
they were lies that create fantasy
they were lies that you hope you would never know about it.
i shouldnt have read.

im staying where i am
im not going anywhere
im sleeping here
im in that dreamland.
will that be forever?

delete me
forget me
throw me aside
im satisfied.

I wish.
[4ever'N'ever]