neglected

i dunno wad to blog for today.
finally saw dawn today. missh her. too bad she was working downstairs. but when she came up, i treated her black honey matcha icecream. got to know a new friend too, felicia =) i and her, no problem working together. hehe..

its been a long time since i chatted on msn with yingxuan they all.. dont know wad to tok abt too. happen to see bala's nick, but after asking abt it, kinda "fullstop. dunno wad more to say le." Gees. Madey is running outta topics to talk abt le!!
she is having a "NO-LIFE" lifestyle. no photos to blog about too.. sobs.

happen to read through yingxuan and jac's blog.
seriously, i didnt know wad to tag. heart kinda broke even more compared to sichyi telling me about it. i went back in to yx's blog agn and decided to leave a few words so that she knws im still continously reading about her life. i know her life is busy with 2 jobs in hand, seldom see her online too. sob..
hmmm.. i know poly life is about exploring with new friends. but... somehow, even when i felt neglected, i still try my best to be around.
just to let u all know even if i have no mood or when im tired or even when i got nothing to say, at least im still listening.
i've got thousand and one words to say... but i wanna be the stronger one. dont wish to lose myself.
dont know how sichyi told both of them, but i think her words were harsh (according to her character). i know how much she treasured them and she is closer to them too, it isnt suprising on how much she is hurt.
no one is wrong.... so we gotta get on with what we are doing. i believe this is wad we called "part of life"