training

Feeling really shitty today. i mean.. OVERALL feeling is shitty.
Lots of things trap inside me, but you dont give me a way to share it with u. i got SOO many stories to share. but yet, there is no chance. thus i feel shitty.
sigh~

Morning i woke up feeling super tired. I SWEAR i did not want to go to school because i already knew it was going to rain. but i also KNEW that fish they all are already in school. so i went down. DAMN. i wasted half of my day. i could have slept, do my work and study! NB. really felt super shitty.
Anyway, we sat at Canteen1 and discussed the Report to be submitted this weekend. Thanks Fabian for bring it home to do. anyway, after the whole thing, it was only 2.30pm. I ended up dragging them to boardgames room to play. haha! we played UNO stacko and Scrabble. LOL. it was really quite fun. Then they left at 3.30pm and i rotted in the library alone. finally i found benedick and Kerin. they watched Video in the library while i continued to rot in the chair. finally at 4pm, ginmin and enen appeared to rescue me! we sat at the library cafe to drink and chat. talk lots about course stuffs. and about the ExxonMobile incident. SCARY~~

Training started. and there were only 5-6 trainers today. so it was not very 凶.. i had to planned those drills that needed the least trainers. had some fun with some of the year 1s. haha.. i know lar - my group kept di-siaoing me cause i blushed due to something they did.. LOL. fugging PS. but i was really shock when i turned around.
Anyway, was glad that they said they had fun.. =) come back for training the next time then!

Went KAP and saw this guy... he was super weird. i really did not know to feel disgusted, sympathy him or feel he is quite pathetic. anyway~ i had abit of sushi and yougurt drink.

Reached home pretty late and started on my work. Hmmm.. i guess my boy is asleep. i feel so heartache when he did not get to sleep last night.

I wish i can share your troubles and stress with you.. i wish i could hold you close so you wont feel lonely. For a minute of hug with me, i wish all your troubles would be gone. i wish for a day out with me, you will forget everything and widely smile. i can see from your face that everything is tiring you out.. but still i hope, my small little actions will let you feel a sense of warmth inside your heart.