screaming for time

This is only the first week of my ACTUAL lessons and im feeling super exhausted. i hate wednesday and fridays cause they are my longest days. (wed 9-5, fri 9-4) its seriously very hard to concentrate at 2-3pm. Dreadful to even continue to go for the lessons. but wednesday after is tutorial (cannot pon) then friday is ECD lect (super cannot pon) Arghs~
PLUS PLUS PLUS ~~ the day before this 2 days, i would be home late due to the training. seriously on tues, i felt so indescribly shag.

Anyway, i just finished studying some lectures and tutorial. i can say, i pretty much like FMGT and BLAW. haha.. arguementative module.
keeping me very stressed up would be CMA. today's CMA tutorial, i had a simple question. And that was to give an example for each of the process. OMG! i really dont know how i had to answer with my groupmate. both of us were stuck and lost. then i missed today's CMA lect, which brought me greater trouble.
After copying shugeok's lect answers, Madey only had one expression left on her face. and that is
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=O

oh my goodness - i dont know what are the freaking figures i was copying. lols!
READING UP TIME.
FISH, KEATWIN, JEANETTE - SAVE ME!!

After seeing so many seniors joining in and out of my class for every module. i start to fear.
"SIAO liao lor.. so many people fail.. and its every single module also got people fail."
Hmmm.. indeed, year 2 is a difficult modules year. MORE (expensive) textbooks.. MORE BLANKS in the lecture slides.. MORE demanding teachers.. MORE reading ups to do.

I now have to go to the extend to list down what lectures and tutorials i need to do and what to do. Too many things going through my tiny brain. =(

Seriously, i dont think its the lack of time. i can have time to do other things now (e.g. MOVIE, DINNER, WORK) but its when i hit the books ar, then i start feeling sleepy and unable to concentrate. Even if i tell myself not to sleep and i read on, NOTHING GOES INTO my tiny brain. and at the end of the day, it turns into a even mini brain.

Anyway, i feel proud that i devoted 4hours into studying today. which leads it to.... its 5am NOW!!
chill~ no worries, tml is IS. heaheahea..

Okay, by now. there is only one point that im showing ...................
"Fugging 2nd week in year two and im screaming for concentration!"

So tired and dreadful till i dont look forward to volleyball trainings anymore. i think now i go there hor... its not really to relax and enjoy but to crack my brains to teach. =/ luckily the freshies not STUBBORN or ARROGANT. if not the word "patience" will be immediately be deleted from Madeydictionary.com.sg

Sigh^ time to sleep after nagging le.
Nites peeps.




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孤单心事 - 蓝又时

雨下在我窗前　玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來　比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗　還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天　我常常會夢見

我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願　你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠

愛你是孤單的心事　
不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵
在夜裡默默的堅持

愛你是孤單的心事　
多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你　用我自己的方式

我在你的心裡　有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現　我還在你身邊

傻哩傻气『詩婷』～～