training

i do feel im torturing myself today. i felt so tired and exhausted at the end of the day till i almost blow my top at my mum for repeatly asking me the same question.
it was really a pain to keep answering her SAME questions cause she cant hear clearly.
the phone rang and she asked who it was. i said it was "jie" and she asked "who?" i said "jie" again and then she asked "who?" again. this time i really felt like screaming.
after awhile she asked me "you not watching le ar?" i said "no." she asked again and i said "no." the 3rd time happened and i said "no" and then closing my room door. seriously, dont keep repeating yourself when im tired. actually, just keep quiet. i will really flare.

morning woked up, went to school for bAoc preparation. -photos to be uploaded soon.
held the scissors for 6hours. -.- cutting the stupid cowS out.
then helped rongde clear up before meeting vball peeps for training. it was really FINALLY a nice weather to play. i had great laughs and fun during training. felt my spike was good. but 1st ball was shit.
anyway, fell down and had burning sensations on both my knee. =(
bathed and then MAC.

after bathing, my mood totally turned DOWN due to exhaustion. luckily binglong happen to come pass, so he sent me home. thanks bro!
when i reached home, things just gets worst.. one after another! i really...... dont know how to explain what im feeling now. i just feel painful in my heart.

i need sleep.