sad

烦死了！！

this is the time when i feel i lost my way in life.
=(

ever felt like.. suddenly, one part of you is gone. or maybe.. one part of you just feel like sleeping or just daydream.
you wish you dont have to know so much.. or i should say.. u dont want so much. you wish you can be easily satisfied. no needs, no gain, no lose.

sometimes i wonder... why you work so hard. is it to gain something?
sometimes i wonder... why you ask so much. is it to know something?
and sometimes i wonder... why you think so much. does it change something?

the fact about my busy/exciting/playful life coming ahead doesnt cheer me.
*shrugs*

writing it off will save me from insomnia.
i promise i will be okay like how i did the last time.