feel like crying

This isnt my night.
i feel down.

is it the coming exams?
is it my mum?
is it my coming monthly thing?
or is it just me?

i can make him laugh, but not myself.
my mood now is....
i wanna leave everything behind and runaway.

oh... wheres my Never never land??

if only it stops into a hug.

if only i can seat and stare into the space without worrying.

if only i can run on a Non-Tired track.

gosh.