Another sleepless night

spent my whole night.. till now, at this time.. editing the htmls and trying to make my skin plan, simple and nice.

but.... i cant think well enough. ARghs~

last night i slept at 6am.. wonder what time am i going to sleep tonight.. just kept thinking and wondering >.<

do maths.. edit html.. play maple.. eat snacks.. hahahas.. cant seem to get sleepy.

as i get onto the bed, my tears just drops down unknowingly.

haas.. guess only dawn knows my feelings now. cause i guess im going through the same thing as she had gone through last year.

ate my dinner at jp just now. whole family went out without me knowing.

almost had to eat fried rice *irks*

then dear dawn msg me.. so i got changed and went on.

on the way to jp. i on my mp3.

as i was listening.. a song suddenly played on the mp3.

HAisshh.. eyes became watery. but i held onto them.

=(((

was late when i met nat and dawn.

then we went to eat Delifrance..

then walk around..

then 10pm.. bro msged me and i had to rush home

end up false alarm.

mum not home yet.. -.-"

watched superstar replay lor.. then do blog..

blar blar.. sian sian sian.

after thinking much.

we still love each other.

still miss each other.

i guess the reason why im avoiding him is to ease my pain.

sometimes, giving each other more time and space to think would be better.

even though still love and still miss, but still cannot be together.

cause afterall, we feel like strangers when together physically.

fault lies in me.

and i think it can only be solved after the exams.

haissh..

i am sad..

i know u might be reading this.

but i really missh u too..

and i really really still love you..

never given up on you