Think n think

step into d class, hated chemistry lessons.. okay, i hate ms chiang. heex..

morning crawled up and went to xf training. halfway, dear tol me i was suppose to meet him for breakfast. i was like "oh shit! now mehx? i tot was af lesson?" hahaha.. den he tol me "got breakfast at 1pm plus arh?" lol.. "oh yarh hor.." i replied. -> okay.. another typical blur n stupid situation. i totally mix up de time. and as xpected, we quarrel and he got irritated over me. =x sobs.. anyway, af tt i went back sch, saw js and jon. dey tol me kk cuming down to play bball too. sho i play wib them ABC first. halfway, we all went crazi and started to anyhow throw and aim d board fr half court. *obviously i air-ball lar.. hahas..*

den dear came.. he smile smile, i smile smile. den we okay le. omg~ he was skinning (sunburn) on his face sia.. like lizard. =x den i went for lessons le.. =D

af lesson, went to SC rm.. saw d new SC member list le. i hereby announce: " i am no longer in Hua Yi Student Council" hmm.. dun ask me how i feel. jus in case u provoke me by accident. anyway, i scan thr d list *shake head* no comments. jus unxpected for others. den i was smsing wif faizah while looking at how dear mop d floor. one comment : cannot b housewife.. kids at home sure fall to death de. hahahaha.. dear, u get wad i mean? heex.. =x

den i n dear went JP. walk to d cinema, look thr d movies. wah lau.. i dunno all d movies is abt wad... sho i and dear shi tou jian dao bu. he win, we watch boogeyman. i win, we watch pooh d movie. wahahahahahhahaha.... i lost. SOBX!! *i realli cry sia* cox af we bought d tickets.. we went to popular buy things. den shi tou jian dao bu again to dcide wad notebook i shld buy. wahahahaha.. i WON! cox he let me lar.. hahaha..

anyway.. d main point was tt af we went into d movie... i was thinking "boogeyman" tis name seems cartoon. god knws go in i scream like hell cox is horror film -.- tian arh!!! sho scary!! i was utterly grabbing on to his hands. he still gotta sayang me cox i dun dare open moi eyes. >.<>

af tt we went home le. he send me home... went home... i THINK alot alot... came to one conclusion again: it doesnt matter wad i dun hav now.. cause like was izah say, i mus b strong. budden......i am worried abt d future of i and him. hais. onli 2gers understand me now. i actualli tot of rebilling. budden, it was affect eben more. i think now is bad enuff. hais^

tml goin to study wif js and dear.. hopefully will b a good day.. im taking my steps slowly for d future.. half tired.. half exhausted. half regretful and half afraid.

i'll smack my butt off all tis things

i'll wash my hands off
but will he ever understand

wad im worrying abt?

its not time to reveal anith yet..