new hysc

haahaa... i knw ive been blogging abt hysc... budden... let me blog while i still can bah.

new president : yazid

VicE president: hafizah

Secretary: rebecca

Treasurer: kim choo

function: isabel

logistic: richie

Student Welfare: shirley

Publicity: ze xun

wOw... cool team man... i hope they'll do their best in everything.. cos they r the second exco!!

okay... side track. let me tell u a story.... *lol* if u r lazy, dun read. its crap.

T steps into the hall feeling sad .. cos T sees all d old faces and felt weird wif some ppl cos T doesnt knw hu is d one wearing a mask infront of her. anyway... T feels realli happi tt her old frens r back into the body. but it makes T even more hard to part. but T thinks "this is part and parcel of life... u gotta sacriface someth, to obtain someth." T nods* replying " yar... its a big sacriface but she hav learn mani ppl wearing tt mask n hw to b optimistic."

A cums along and tags T away... they started conversing in a conversation tt was heartwarming. mayb like wad ML say "its hard to mix ard d junior." and T learns tt mixing ard wif the junior is an impt thing le. A starts to ques T a ques tt tempts T to ask too..... which is " y u didnt ask ML 4 a chance? " T starts to think "if i wanna do well... i mus sacriface." T shakes* "no... wad for?"

A starts to say T but T is jus sad cos T takes a long time to put things down. anyway, A understands and A is sad too... so T cannot say much. then A tol T another person weearing a mask. A said " (mask) ask me.... y T cum to ML house today when T is no longer in the body?" it hurt A. and it hurt T even more.... does it mean a start of withdrawing from ML? if T bcums a normal ppl, but is still able to help ML like today, T dun mind. but T is afraid to help and b "bckstabed". T now struggles wif d eyes looking onto her. T tells herself "dun wry.. u r jus goin thr a basic cycle of stepping down. u dun hav to worry..." A says " T i believe tt u r gd... and its jus studies." T is willing to make this scriface le. T is willing to b back a normal person 3 yrs ago. T realli misses all of u, even those in mask. and T always caught K looking at her, mayb secretly. i feel K trying to knw wad im thinking. but wad whirls in my mind is the future.

L and A says "las day we shall take many photos." hai.. T considears. she will cry like d past. and it lives in d memory. how T spoke out freely. how T learn from failures. and how T fought her way thr d urgents of time. now, can T b like J? can T cum down n c everyth like J? *nah.. nvm* liek im said, im afriad of the ppl in mask.

[backs out]

d body now has a team. a team wif potentials to help ML. so T cant interfere much and help much. cos ML has his men. and ppl in mask may think tt "T isnt in d body anymore. how can ask her cum along or y is she here?" but as long as T gets to c her frens this yr, she dun mind. af all, T was once in a high position. T still belongs to the 1st body. T was part of the pledge. T was part of every single detail in the forming up of the body.

T is now doing her last few parts of helping out ML. T believes in herself now. T will miss A, L and d rest of them. T keeps to the promise to Khaw. n T jus wans to b extraordinary.

like dawn always say " learn to forgive and forget."

its time for me to practice this.

back to the point.... today was a fun and tiring day!

hail^ to hysc 2005.

gotta go le.... buais! maucks!