msg to dear

today the homework load not sho bad.. sho i can spend my time blogging.. hee.x.. anyway, today af sch i played soccer wif dear they all.. hahaha.. i spent half my time luffing my heads off lor.. wah lau... they jokers lor. somemore jon came back to hyss.. anyway, reliease tt when dear play soccer hor.. he very serious today lor.. i think cox he was DE-stressing bah.. hahaha..
hais.. so disappointed.. cox alex di di came back to spore last fri le. and went back le.. but this is the second time i missed him.. i didnt get to c him.. cox i was in camp for the sec1s.. damn it.. y always liddat de lor.. hais.. no one tol me he came back too.. i only knw cox he tol me jux now..
today when i was holding dear's file, i open mah.. then he use tt "tone" and tol me not to open.. honestly, i dun like tt tone.. cox very fierce and hurting.. haix.. dunno how to say lor.. but i dun like it.. i feel tt it could b spoken nicely. he can use it on others.. but i dun like it. sOb..
anyway, the main purpose for this entry is............. i saw dear's blog jux now.. and i understand....
msg to dear : i jus wanna let u knw tt u replaced everyguy tt was in my past life.. i feel diff wif u.. and i wanna spend my nites wif u too.. u walked thr my life for the past few yrs and right now, u stand bside me. i cherish u.. and i trust u.. the love i hav for u is equally same as the trust i hav for u.. and whenever i said " i love you" .. i mean more than wht u think.. it is not 3 SIMPLE words.. but the missings i hav for u and the hugs and kisses i wanna giv u.. the memories of my past life is jux memories.. but wht i loook into is the future.. and tts y i wun part wif the ring.. cox it marks the beggining of us, tears i hav teared for u, lufters i had for u and the nites ive spent wif u.... is all in this ring.. muacks muacks.. wo ai ni.. 081204