hu am i

its been a long time since i last use blogger. i think this would b more on a self reflection diary. so i think its gonna a kinda sad one.
i dun really knw wht ppl think abt me. but from the comments i get. its usually saying tt i can lead well. how true is tt? everytime when i fail to do someth. i think it is partially my fault cox i can't lead my team mates. i knw wht r my strengths and weakness but i am afriad to show it out. ye knw now adays, ppl r kinda hypocrite. its kinda scary too. haix.. wht am i suppose to do then?
i am kinda lost in wht type of person i am...